Diary of a Girl

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

So me and john just got into a really bad fight, and i broke up with him, and he was like- okay.

I knew he had written down some "rules", or basic promises to himself about me or something, but dint know what they were... he tld me

John:

I wrote down 4 rules

#1 Less of being an ass.

for example, only make jokes when she is laughing or smiling. If she says something back, leave it at that, no matter how hard it is.

#2 Don't call things out to her, physically.

Don't say "I wish you would wear your hair down, I like it better that way." Don't say it all the time. Don't say it at all if possible.

#3 Stick to your word.

Next time she says I wanna break up with you. Let her, you promised her that you would next time it happens.

and the last one

#4 Treat her the way she matters to you.

Don't put her down in front of people so you're not the "bitch" as much as you hate it, don't do it. And as you read this again. Don't just ignore it. You really do care about her, you do love her even. Don't let her read over your shoulder when you're writing this. No matter what happens, or what she does. Always, always forgive her. She is fragile so to speak. And jesus man, learn to pick up on when something is not ok. Seriously, that is why you're writing this now. And most of all, never ever let anyone get in front of her, unless its your parents or close close close close close close friends.



Now i feel like a bitch....

what's this from?

You're Lolita!

by Vladimir Nabokov

Considered by most to be depraved and immoral, you are obsessed with
sex. What really tantalizes you is that which deviates from societal standards in every
way, though you admit that this probably isn't the best and you're not sure what causes
this desire. Nonetheless, you've done some pretty nefarious things in your life, and
probably gotten caught for them. The names have been changed, but the problems are real.
Please stay away from children.


Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

....wtf?

1. Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/etc. that you've had an obsessive fannish love of at some time in your life
2. Have your friends list guess your favorite character from each item.
3. Post in your own journal.

1)Final Fantasy VII
2)Final Fantasy VIII
3)Final Fantasy X
4)Firefly
5)Lord of the Rings
6)Pride and Prejudice
7)Kenshin
8)Fruits Basket
9)Arrested Development
10)LOST
11)Kingdom Hearts
12)Titanic
13)Love Actually
14)Moulin Rouge
15)Love Hina
16)Roman Holiday
17)Six Feet Under
18)The Legend of Zelda
19)DR. TRAN
20)Gravitation

My wife discovered Arrested Development...

now im never getting laid :(

I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,

Hmmm yea,

This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.

Arg- i dont understand myself and everyone else aparently does and its starting to pissed me off

I dont know how i feel anymore- emotionally. I dont know what im doing half the time. I dont really want to be here. I know where i wanna be but i cant be there, iits thousands of miles away and im stuck here in Richmond? What is there to do?

I wanna go back to the past cuz the future holds no promises- you know?

Its true- you dont know what you had till youve realized youve lost it.

I wish i wasnt American

At the same time... My head hurts whenever i wake up. Sometimes it goes away, or not, or it goes away and then comes back. Sometime its hard to breathe. Im sooo irritable all the time now. My eye sight is blurry at night and im practically deaf... cept for all the ringing i keep hearing?

Whats wrong with me?

I hate doctors they make me so nervous-

and even though i dont know whats wrong with me in so many ways i still dont want to know

If i dont know whats wrong with me- then maybe im fine. I can push whatever it is thats bothering me. Pop some pills and pretend my headache is gone, hope i keep breathing and watch a movie.

But i keep forgetting to breathe

im scared

i miss you

Today is gonna be a Kitty rant day....

...im am an addicted WoW player with a 53 preist- and lately ive seen a lot of just- pure out rude behavior.

Currently theres been a huge spike in asking me to heal for an instance- and them having them kick me out cuz im to low... heres the thing- if im to low- i do not mind at all not going- i wont enjoy it and neither will n e one else... however- if your ASKING me to go... and THEN yell at me for accepting your offer... thats bullshit. Especially if i have already told you im a bit low level and never gone.... and you still tell me to accept the invitation.
I dont need this:
Someone: "FUCK THE 53! To Low- what the hell are you thinking"
Me: "Someone invited me- i said i was too low..."
Someone: "To low is a understatement"
Someone: "Your an idiot for even acceting"
*kick*

Another WoW note...: This is also a bullshit convo-
*Really nice item drops*
Someone: i need
me: i need too...
Someone: *clicks need on the drop*
Me: *clicks need on the drop*
*i win ^^*
Someone: OMG THATS SUCH A NINJA! YOU DONT NEED THOSE CLOTH PANTS!
*i put on the pants as they say this*
Someone: LOOK! YOU ALREADY HAVE THEM!
Me: i just got them.... you saw that
Someone: dont lie to me *they quit*

Basically... they had gotten 2 other amazing items i already needed, and it was an honestly fair win... i only clicked need instead of passing cuz they did and what do i get- cussed out

Final WoW rant of the day:

so i was healing the boss fight... and the 2 tanks... who are BOTH main tanking... start to run away from me... when im in the middle of casting heals... neither have shilds.... so- when heal says "out of range at the end... i run up to start healing them again... of course.. major trying ends up a wipe n e ways... >.< Iget yelled at about not knowing my class- when i say its basically bad luck.. we try again- they dont run.. i use 2 mana potions but keep everyone alive... end result- i get the phrase... "GUESS YOU LESSON WE GAVE YOU TAUGHT YOU WELL"

This is the same group who would charge into battle after i told them i had no mana... somehow- by the grace of the gods and mad healing skills... only 1 died... ths of course- is my fault >.<

Okay- i go play more now- thanks for listening ^^

Spring Break has reminded me that i have no social life...

if you can think of n e thing for me to do before sunday- please tell me >.

Im glad memoirs of a Geisha did well in the oscars...
now im bored...


The affection in your eyes is


Laughter!!!
You always seem to smile

and laugh, you sometimes laugh for know

reason, mostly to liven up a place! You see

joy, and laughter in the smallest of places!

You are very well liked, and people seem to

love you! You rarely ever cry, you don't need

it, all you need is that smile of yours, and

your precious laugh! You are a delight to

people hearts, and you are well loved! You

are a lighthearted, bright, and a fortunate

person, who never takes a day for granted!


~What type of affection do your eyes hold?(Gorgeous ANIME pictures!!!)~
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Your eyes behold sadness.

Your eyes show great pain. Maybe that longing

stare of yours is begging to not break your

heart anymore or to show you some compassion.

You wish for someone to put your heart back

together again.

When someone looks into your eyes they see that

they are tear stained and a lifetime full of

pain.


What do your eyes behold? {Beautiful pictures in results.}
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You kiss is so sweet and so tender that once you

finally kiss him or her or they kiss you they

will never want to let you go.
Your kiss sends chills down their spines anf make

them go weak at the knees

[x]Boys[x]
Wanna make out?


How sweet is your kiss? *boys and girls*[x] I am a chick btw just so i dont get that in a msg once again[x]
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You are a PASSIONATE person.
In your point of view, Love makes the world go

round. You are either a hopeless romantic or

a person who secretly longs to be whole. You

believe in true love, and you day-dream about

the day you finally meet your soul-mate. You

are at heart a beautiful person, inside and

out, who is unique and driven by a purpose:

To find your true love.

Your traits:
*Romantic
*Hopeful
*Confident
*Perseverance
*Sincerity
*Sensitivity

Your color: Red/ Lavender
Your Quote: "If you love someone, set them

free. If they come back, it's meant to

be."


.oOo. What Are You Really Like Inside?[ Anime pics included.] .oOo.
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Woot! I love the taste of new cd.... yum...

Roxy and Me finally decided to go to a concert! Woot!

Also.. i, being behind in the times, finally finished watching the first season of lost... and all i can think about is thank god i already have season 2 episode 1 downloaded on my computer ^^

Has anyone seen my pants?

God i need something to do for spring break .......

Is it good that you only seem to get along in a relationship when you suggest to break up?

Thats kinda fucked up isnt it?

I cant wonder all the time if were together because we love each other, or that we wished that we loved each other.

And at the end of the day i only feel hurt and alone. I know i can be bossy or demanding.. but i just wish he would notice me, or how much he hurt me.

When i really think about it i feel so controlled and restrcted. Like hes trying to morph me.

The truth is i dont think he even knows the real me, the me that comes out when i feel safe.

I cant really say ive been myself since i came to college. Maybe i have been a few times. Maybe thats why i like Cons so much. Its fucked up really. Its like i can escape ths mundane world im in and be who i really am. But then again i seem to put on a mask there.

I like it when im alone in my room, where i can be myself and talk to friends. I guess i just dont feel judged when theres a computer screen blocking me from the person.

The truth is that your just stuck in my mind and wont go away and i dont know why. Its fucking with me. I mean, ever since i met you ive just felt, i dunno, happy. But still so rejected.

I wish someone could just fly me away to somewhere i could be me. I wish i could just be able to care for someone. I want to feel protected but still be able to experince life. I want to know why im with someone.

I want to feel loved.

Im growing up. I wish people would just let me be who i am and not what they want me to be.

I dont know weather im innocent or a slut, i dont know if im mature or immature, everyone says im diffrent. Im Sarah and Kitty and Kitten, but cant i just be me?

Now all im doing is sitting in my room chain listening to Keane- Somewhere Only We Know, and cant help but wish i was in that song >.<

does anyone see me for who i am? Or should i just give up and be who you want me to be?

Truth be told... i miss Taylor

You would look like this~ You are probably the

kindest person most people know. You are

thoughtful and generous and don't look at the

bad side of people. Sometimes, you are so

nice you let people walk over you like a

doormat. Don't let that happen! You are wayy

too good of a person to let people take

advantage of you!


what would you look like as a cute anime girl? (AWESOME pics!)
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You want a Beautiful love, soft

but passionate. You are probably very old

fashioned and polite. You can't stand rude

people, wolf whistles are to you only

dis-respective and immature. You love nature

and everything beautiful in life. You will

fall for a guy that makes you forget about

the rest of the world.

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?

*cough*rate*cough* ^^

What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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The power of Dreams. You like daydreaming. You are

very down to earth, you are trying to escape

reality with your dreams. I'll hope you can

make them come true ^_^


- What is your strongest Power?- ( 20 detailed results, beautiful anime pics, for Guys and girls)
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Your the light/innocent angel! Your favorite thing

to do is watch over people to make sure they

are safe. You love little kids' because they

are so pure to you. Your also a very pure

person, you always believe in what is right

and you always listen to people. You have a

great ammount of friends because of your

kindness and innocence.
Color: White
Flower: Dafidills
Sweets: Cookies
Number: 3
Animal: Dove
Element: Light


What angel represents you? (Breathtaking pics, and long results.)
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*10 YEARS AGO---Feb 1996

How old were you?:
9

What school year were you in?
3rd grade?

Where did you go to school?
Louise Archer Elementary School

Where did you work?
LEGOS!

Where did you live?
Vienna, VA

What was your hair style?
long and curly

Did you wear braces?
yes >.<

Did you wear glasses?
No

Who was your best friend?
Rianne McNair and Matthew Pometto

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
I was 9, boys were still forbidden by the chance of cooties

Who was your celebrity crush?
I was to much of a loser to pay attention to clelbrities

Who was your regular-person crush?
um... i remember Alex Navin was the guy to say you liked... and i think then i thought i liked him >.<

How many piercings did you have?
none

How many tattoos did you have?
none

What was your favorite band?
Um... TLC i think

What was your biggest fear?
Talking

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?
No- IM 9 BASTARDS

Had you driven yet?
Yes- with my dad




*5 YEARS AGO?--- Feb 2001

How old were you?
14

What school year were you in?
8th grade

Where did you go to school?
joyce Kilmer Middle School... AKA drug central

Where did you work?
Work? HA! that would take me away from the computer

Where did you live?
Vienna, VA

Where did you hang out?
My room- twas awesome

What was your hair style?
long and curly still... and i hated it... and wore it up normally

Did you wear braces?
nope- I WAS FINALLY FREE!

Did you wear glasses?
No

Who was your best friend(s)?
Amanda Vessey, Ashley Harper, and Claire Burson <3

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Um.. Joel i think... the drug boy... or maybe Lukas >.<

Who was your celebrity crush?
Leonardo DiCaprio and Justin Timberlake... im so ashamed >.<

Who was your regular person crush?
um... whoever i was dating

How many piercings did you have?
my esrs 1nce

How many tattoos did you have?
none

What was your favorite band?
Oh God.. it changed weekly... I was into Queen though

What was your biggest fear?
being Alone

Had you gotten drunk/high yet?
No

Had you driven yet?
With my dad when i was littler- member?

Had you had sex yet?
No- sickos


HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHERE YOU ARE NOW!!!!!--Feb 2006

How old are you?
19

What school year are you in?
Virginia Commonwealth University

Where do you live?
Richmond

Where do you work?
Still dont- im lazy

Where do you hang out?
HOOKAH!

Do you wear braces?
No

Do you wear glasses?
When im tired or wanna look smart ^^

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
A boyfriend and a Wife- Bitches

Who is your celebrity crush?
>.< um... Orlando Bloom and Keira Knightly

Who is your regular-person crush?
Not telling ^^

How many tattoos?
I will get one! I WILL

How many piercings do you have?
2 in the bottom of each ear... on at the top of my left ear and im GOING to get my belly button pierced ^^

What is your favorite band?
um... i hate favorites >.< Flogging Molly i guess

What is your biggest fear?
Evangelical Christians... *shudders*

Have you gotten drunk or high yet?
YES

Have you had sex yet?
Sickos- stop trying to get me to tell you... have you had sex? PROBABLY NOT CUZ YOU SAT THROUGH THAT WHOLE RANT OF DID I WEAR BRACES WHEN I WAS 9? GUESS WHAT! GO GET LAID!

^^
STFU NOOB!